Routine...

I like routine.  When my routine is upset, I go through an internal unrest; I feel jumbled.  Like a spirit within has been disrupted from its nest and it can't get comfortable again.
Recently, I went through a disturbance to my routine and now I am facing an unrest in my spirit.
Last week the doctor & I (I'm assigned to a doctor's office) had a misunderstanding.  She then replaced the lab I work for with a different lab.  This leaving my job in jeopardy.  I was assigned to a new office, and thought it would be my new permanent location.
This is not the case.
Now...I do not know what is going to happen.  I know I will be covering for a maternity leave starting the middle of March, and I am praying that woman will be out until the middle of June.  However, I do not know my future past this maternity leave which makes me uneasy, nervous and uncertain of what my future holds with this company.

I was in a groove with my alarm usually going off around 4:30 am, and I was out the door close to 6:00am.  I started a 6:00am Zumba class on Thursday's, which meant I was out the door by 5:30 am which was not always easy, but I made it work.
I liked the area of town I was spending my time and routine in - the west side of Nashville.  Traffic wasn't that bad, I was around my chickens, gym, PO Box, work, got a library card and started going there...and now...it is all jumbled.
I am trying to tell myself this is happening for a reason, God is at work here.  But, I'm scared.  I want to go back to what I once knew as my routine that I was enjoying so much.