When I wake up in the morning it is to the blaring of an alarm clock. Often I hit snooze anywhere from fifteen to thirty minutes. I have been doing this routine of my current position since April, by the middle of June, I was burnt out.
Seeking a better life is what I am trying to do. I'm not afraid of hard work, I welcome it. However, more and more I am finding myself only focused on work and not the kind that drives me or motivates me. My heart wants more, it desires more and I am seeking more.
Tomorrow I will get the news of an opportunity which God has brought to me not just once, but twice. It would be a blessing to say the least. Working for an incredible organization, working with a group of intelligent and driven individuals who are wonderfully approachable. This opportunity, simply put, would alter my life.
I would be able to back almost completely away from the doctors office I work in on Saturday's. I would have the time to pursue my writing. Depending on my work performance will depend on the amount of hours which will over the course of time and results, potentially will increase the hours to this position. As that won't happen over night, the door to that position becoming full time lies in wait.
I have to believe in my heart if this opportunity is meant to be, it will be.
My heart is ready for a change. I'm worn out, tired, and working for a company which -as my mother puts it- takes advantage of me, I have to believe that God has something better waiting for me.
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